adios 2009

Goooodddbye 2009.....

I will be seeing you 2010....IN MIAMI....the BAHAMAS...ST.THOMAS...GRAN TURK....anddddd SAN JUAN PUERTO RICO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wish me luck on my trip!

Missing

I am the worst!!!

But in other news, I am still not preggo. I go and see a new RE on the 21st of January. And we're back to taking Clomid...hopefully...in March again...so I will be due in December again....that way I don't have to worry about anything.

I miss my old blog, a lot! But you know how it goes...things change...but I reallly super miss it!

I leave for the cruise Saturday (well for Miami) and then we set sail on Sunday...and go to so many great places! I will be posting tons of pictures! Don't you worry!!

Does anyone have any suggestions on how to get more followers??? Just let me know!!!

Yesterday

Yesterday was my due date...and, I was not in bad shape at all. I hardly thought about it!!!

Today is another new day...and I will shine through it all.

In other news...I still have some Christmas shopping to do! Wish me luck!

Anddd the party.....

Was a bust....

Basically...out of the 60 plus gifts to open for the Yankee Swap....I opened the ONE gift that stopped...silented...and made EVERYONE feel awkward.....a ten dollar gift....which was actually a gift card for $25.00 to Babies R Us.

WHY didn't the person who brought the gift say...."Steph, actually can you open a different one"....and WHY did my family have to get so quiet? HONESTLY?

So...other than that...there was no baby there...just a little girl about 2 ish...who played with me all night....

It's complicated

I am sorry that I have been a bad blogger. But without law school/studying/being insanely busy.....I don't know how to relax...other than sleep! So I have been sleeping...a lot....that and eating...BUT I haven't been gaining any weight!

So...I have a family party tonight...and I am not excited....basically there is a few days until my due date...and there will be a brand new baby at the party....it's fine. I will be ok. And I will hold the baby....because I like to horrify myself...and make sure I stay insanely sad...yea...sort of my way to self mutilate!

But that is that! OHHHHHH and we leave for the cruise SOOO soon! THANK GOD....all this tanning is drying out my skin! :)

Baby

I would have been almost 39 weeks pregnant, or would have already given birth to our baby.

It's a hardddd week.

That is all... :(

And then there was one

I already posted that I have one final left, one that is worth 95% of my grade...

BUT I have no urge to study. I am pooped. I have been in bed by 9ish every night!!! I need someone to help me get pumped!!!

In other news I have lessss than one month to the cruise! I just received my bathing suit, flip-flops, and Tank I ordered from Victoria Secrets...andddd I am a medium!!!! (I ordered a large too...but I am returning it!)

I haven't really started Xmas shopping...but I only have my dad, my mom, and his parents to buy for....I got my brother a gift certificate the other day...soooo yeah...I need to get on that!

Yeah, boring post...I know...I will spice it up soon! I promise! Well, when I get my life back!